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[07 Dec 2006|01:51am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


...I'm in such a good mood!!!
- No homework
- My violin/viola teacher is trying to convince me to become a music major (flattering but can anyone really see me being an orchestra teacher because I can't)
- Something that I can't say but makes me ecstatic for a certain someone =)
- Grant:
insanelogic814: *poke* mwaahaha *runs away*
SeiruOkibi: was i just...hit-and-run molested..?
insanelogic814: oh yeah
SeiruOkibi: thats sort of hot, actually


Oh and it is supposed to snow a lot which would be sweet because I really really really really want to go snowboarding!!!!!!!!!

=D

<3

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[21 Nov 2006|10:29pm]
[ mood | hurt ]

...




I feel used.

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[09 Nov 2006|12:51am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Ok so officially one of the weirdest dreams ever. It took place in the timespan of about an hour when I took a nap =\ Feel free to interpret...actually please do. =)

Dream )

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[07 Nov 2006|11:47pm]
[ mood | amused ]

You know what is really interesting? Going back and reading livejournal entries or any journal entries from a long time ago, like a couple years. It's amusing, however it makes you feel quite immature and stupid, well at least for me it did.

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[23 Oct 2006|02:52am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

So um, I think I'm ready for snow again =P I really really miss snowboarding! We are sooooooo incredibly screwed for stage crew >.< We have lost a week that we really needed. The play is next week and we are so behind...poop. I really don't want to go back to school. It seems like everyone wants to go back because they are bored or whatever..I really don't. I enjoy being lazy and hanging out with people. Does anyone know how we got Monday off? Anywho, everything is amazing and I can't wait until like 4 more weeks are up =D

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[13 Oct 2006|01:51pm]
[ mood | drained ]

I was so excited when it started snowing. I love snow. Now however, that I find I don't get power back till at least Wednesday, I hate it >.< I really wouldn't mind as long as the pump in my basement worked so I would haven't have to bail water out of it so my basement doesn't flood. If that worked then it would be like camping, but awesome camping because you have clean toilets and running water.

...I want power back =\

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[08 Oct 2006|10:08pm]
[ mood | content ]

Never Date a Cancer

Clingy, emotional, and very private - it's hard to escape a Cancer's clutches.
And while Cancer will want to know everything about you, they're anything but open in return.

Instead try dating: Leo, Sagittarius, Gemini, or Aquarius



You Are 76% Intuitive

You are a very intuitive person. And luckily, your intuition is normally right.
You're wise enough to know that relying on intuition alone can be dangerous.
When your intuition seems really off, you tend to ignore it - and look at the facts instead.



So yeah, I hung out with Nick all day. It was kind of weird to hang out my boyfriend's brother but cool none the less. He helped me paint the outside of my house which means he is now my favorite person on the face of the planet =P Anywho, generally good weekend and we get tomorrow off too yay!
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[02 Oct 2006|08:48pm]
[ mood | worried ]

People really need to open their eyes and see the effect their actions have on other people.

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[25 Sep 2006|09:24pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

So yeah, I'm really really really tempted just to apply and go to UB because it would save me the hassle of having to apply to other schools and deal with the mass amount of form filling out and essay writing as well as having to take the SAT IIs which i'm really not looking forward to. But other than that, everything is really good right now. I'm excited. We just got a new leather couch for my family room so I can actually have people over now to watch movies and such (which I couldn't before due to lack of places for people to sit). I'm also excited about college and about my parents possibly getting me a car (with me paying them back once i get a job of course). My one problem is my horrible senioritis. We have had two full weeks of school and I stopped doing homework the second day =\. I just have no motivation to do it. School is sooo incredibly hard for me to sit through this year and I'm not really sure why even though I love my courses and am interested in all of them. But anywho, stuff is really good =D

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[09 Sep 2006|12:26am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!! YAY! =D ...and it has already started off really well =P

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[01 Sep 2006|09:39pm]
[ mood | blah ]

So I'm still stuck in Los Angeles. It isn't as bad as I thought it in the beginning. I've been learning piano, getting sunburned, and putting of AP summer assignments. So today we went to the beach and on the way home we were driving down a canyon road because that is the way down to the nice beaches in Malibu (it was a curvy winding road and is always in constant use and and we go around a turn and see an enormous cloud of dust. Everyone pulls over and then I see it. A car took a turn too sharply or fast or combination and he went up a sand pit thing and flipped over it and ended up on its side literally a foot within the edge over the canyon. The drop was at least a couple hundred feet. It was crazy. I wanted to stop and find out what happened and such. We had passed a shariff literally a minute earlier so I figured help wouldn't be far off. My grandparents however had no interest and didn't care what happened to the people inside so they just kept driving. I was quite angry but oh well. I really wanted to see if the people were all right. =\ After that I thought we were going to go off the cliff. My grandpa's driving scares the crap out of me. He had an anurism a while ago so he doesn't have real great control over his right leg...kind of scary if you ask me. My grandma won't say anything though because she doesn't want him to feel imasculated (my theory). Luckily I didn't see any old naked guys on the beach this time. That's always exciting. Oh, and I have finally won for the first time in the game of Monopoly. But other than that, nothing is really going on and I can't wait to get back. My grandparents and brother are driving me insane...help.

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C.A. [26 Aug 2006|09:51pm]
[ mood | content ]

So um yeah, I'm in Los Angeles, California and have been for most of the week. It hasn't been too bad. Before when my mom asked if I wanted to go I really really did (also this being probably the last summer I can due to college next year), now I really wished I hadn't said I wanted to go for 2 weeks. I love my grandparents don't get me wrong, but there is only so much swimming (with only my brother) and card game playing I can take >.> We have gone to the beach but it was kind of cold and foggy and I saw a fat naked 45 year old guy ;_; Today was cool though, we went to Six Flags Magic Mountain. It is about twice the size of Darien Lake with about 10 more roller coasters. Both me and my brother kind of blacked out for a second on one of them...I'm not sure how good that is but oh well it was fun. We went with my uncle Rick who hates rollercoasters so it was pretty sweet that he took us. I feel bad for him, he is 50 yrs old and lonely. I really wanted to go up to some random woman and hook them up but then I realized 1) I wouldn't have the courage to do that 2) Most people were with families 3) I doubt he would appreciate it. Oh well. Anywho, I'm here for about another week and a half so call me and entertain me...please :) 348-4177


P.S. I miss everyone! :P

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[21 Aug 2006|10:41pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I'm blind...and that sucks.

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[20 Aug 2006|01:35am]
[ mood | worried ]

Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you're looking for love...
But mostly you're looking for fun.
You could get serious with the right person.
For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.



You Are a Mermaid

You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are.
While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need.
Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational.
You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.



Your Birthdate: September 9

You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count.
You prefer be around others, both when working and while relaxing.
Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time.
You're open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything.

Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility

Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic

Your power color: Pine green

Your power symbol: Circle

Your power month: September


Okay I need to stop being bored and doing quizzes. Anyway...I don't know who to trust anymore and I find that sad. ;_;
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[17 Aug 2006|09:29pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

All right, two summers ago I went to the Suzuki Workshop and hated every single minute of it. I went home with enormous headaches every single day. Then the worst part was on friday, the day where we had a concert and I have a very bad case of stage fright but yet I had to go perform with a quartet and we sucked horribly. Then for some unknown reason earlier this year, I stupidly thought "Hey! How about I do the Suzuki Workshop again and maybe it won't be so bad." So now here I am, stuck the night before the performance nervous as hell and wondering why the hell I decided I would try it again this year. =( This year was better than the other because I've had Oggi and Colin but still. Now that I think about it, I really wouldn't mind this camp at all if I didn't have to do the concert. I can't believe I paid money for this. Oh well. It's almost over and hopefully my quartet won't do too badly. On the plus side, I met Bryan Eckenrode who is my quartet's coach and an awesome cellist and said when I go to the University of Toronto I could live in his old victorian mansion because he isn't there during the school year :P . Anyway yeah, violin/viola has taken up my life for this week. I'm leaving for L.A. in 3 days! I was more excited before but now I just want a break from everything to hang out with people. Oh well, seeing my grandparents should be fun.


P.S.
I have a bugbite in the middle of my forehead and it is driving me insane!!!!!

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[06 Jul 2006|01:52pm]
Your Love Number is 5

You're very open minded, and you could see yourself in any number of interesting relationships.
And being extremely independent, anyone you're with has to give you space.
You approach new lovers like they are a subject, learning everything about them.
But once you've "mastered" a new person, you often feel like exploring some one else!



I can't stop itching my bug bites!!!!! I have them everywhere, my ankles are the worst. They are from going canoe camping with my cousins in the Adirondacks. *scratch* Anywho, everyone is leaving! Colin, Oggi, Laura, and Seio are gone for the summer. It makes me sad ;_;
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[28 Jun 2006|09:37am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I just got back from my road test in North Tonawanda. The road test instructor guy was a complete asshole! He claimed that I did not "observe" very much; however, how the hell would he know by staring out the fricken window!? He was zoned out the entire time probably contemplating his existance on how he makes the world a worse place due to most of the drivers he passes and shouldn't. Then again, if I had his job, I would probably be quite bitter too. He sits in cars all day with kids who can't always actually drive and grades them. What kind of life is that? His wife also probably hates him because he is old, ugly, and fat and his kids probably don't think he is any fun. Oh well, too bad for his meaningless existance. Anywho, on the plus side, i passed! =P

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[09 May 2006|08:07pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

This photo makes me smile...I hope it works for you too =P

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[07 May 2006|10:54pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

So yeah, today I hung out with Colin all day and with oggi for part of it. and guess what happened?! they both willingly tried on dresses for me (which i picked out). It was AMAZING! They looked so sweet. Let me tell you...both of them could pull of the whole transvestite thing quite well, Colin particularly =P. The lady that ran the dressing room was kind of bitchy though so when she wasn't looking I had to run into the men's dressing room to see them in the dresses. But all in all, it was fricken sweet. They made my month =D

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[23 Apr 2006|10:50pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Italy...*sigh* I'm going to live there I have decided. It was awesome. However, I think the Convention part was a waste of time (other than being able to meet some cool people from Scotland and other places). It was cool having a different teacher teach the class though and seeing their teaching styles and how smart and knowledgeable they were compared to our teachers here in Buffalo. Oh well, the rest of the trip was godly. We went to Milan, Turino, Cremona, Verona, and then finally Venice. Venice was probably my favorite, especially the last night. Me, Nic, Colin, and Alex all wondered the streets of Venice shopping having a good time. We ate lunch and a caffe next to the canal watching boats go by in 70 degree weather with the sun shining on us. It was amazing. The walking along the boardwalk with Colin, Alex, Nic, Alan, and Amanda was pretty cool too. So yeah, if you want to know anything else you are going to have to ask because it would take me days to write it down which isn't happening, sorry. I MISS ITALY and seeing the cool Suzuki people everyday >.>


♥ Erin

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